is this really is it?

ilang ulit n din nmin napapag-usapan n ikakasal nga kami sa 2010, oo next year...pero sa'kin kasi, parang sinasabi lng nya un para kiligin ako e, gusto ko ng idea syempre, excited nga ko sa kasal diba? pero hindi ko tlga sineseryoso un eh, i mean ung 2010 ha, kasi sa'kin naman, wlang masama kung kami n nga ang magkatuluyan, hindi naman siguro namin sasayangin ang oras ng isa't isa kung nagbobolahan lng kami at naman, sa ganitong edad? mali na makipaglokohan dba? sa sarili ko, alam ko na ung motiff n gusto ko, obvious naman sa blog ko dba? pink & green, hot pink & lime green to be exact..heheh..may idea n din ako ng wedding gown, ng cake, ng entourage, un flowers na gagamitin, pati ung program sa reception naisip ko na..sineryoso ko yata ang pag iisip s mga bagay na to nung nararamdaman ko na sya n nga yata tlaga (yata kasi parang gusto ko pang tumawad...tipong, 'wala na bang mas matangkad pa ng konti?'..heheh). alam ko n din na ayoko ng bonggang kasal, simpleng wedding lng, basta masusunod lng lahat ng gusto ko okay n sa'kin...bata pa lng ako, wla pkong bf, gusto ko tlga sa barasoain church, syempre bulakenya kasi ko e, maganda ung church, luma na, historical, magandang picture-an..heheh..actually tinanong n din nya ko nyan "san mo ba gustong ikasal tyo, sa Bulacan o sa Antipolo?", at walang ka abog-abog kong sinabi n "sa Barasoain Church"...o dba..minsan din nasabi nya skin na nkausap nya ung friend nya n ikakasal, nagtanong sya 'bout the budget and all...iniisip ko pa din nun 'oo na, ikakasal n tyon, kinikilig ako grabe...hay hay hay'...pero nde pa din sumasaksak sa utak ko ung idea na totoo na ito...until one day, (naks!) habang mgka chat kme, bigla nyang sinabi, "Alam mo ba ung Fernwood Gardens? sa QC? gusto mo dun ung reception naten? malapit lng naman Bulacan sa ang QC dba?"...at speechless ako, lost for words..kagulat eh, syempre alam ko un, ang ganda ganda kaya dun, maganda tlgang wedding venue un no, mahal dun, sosyal un...kung s gusto why not? pero d ba nga ayoko ng bonggang wedding..pero ulit, nagulat tlga ko dun sa sinabi nya, kasi totoo n nga yta talaga e...nakita nyo naman, ang ganda sa Fernwoods dba, para kng artista pg jan k kinasal..hehe..minsan, npapaisip tlga ko eh, totoo n ba tlga to? kung saka-sakali ba, ikakasal n tlga ko? bka pag ntanggap kong eto n nga talaga, bigla akong mag panic...tapos aasikasuhin ko na tlga to ng matindi..naku, naku, naku...

All Lasengga Ladies

salamat sa knock knock joke blog entry ni shimanoy at na inspire akong gawing title un ng post ko na eto...yang all lasengga ladies (Single Ladies - Beyonce) kasi eh ang Valentine Theme Song namin ng single gurlfriends ko...(considered p din akong single kasi nga as of the moment eh imaginary lang ang significant other ko)...so nung V-day, lumabas kme, dinner, coffee, and since the night is still young, we decided to go sumwhere else...pumunta kme sa gimik place dito, pero tamabay lang kme, kaialnagn ng mgpahinga ng mga atay namin..hahaha...masaya ung bonding nmin, cguro kc once ko p lng nmn na experience ung sobrang kilig na V-day date, kya nde din ako nghahangad ng Romantic date sa araw na to..although, nag expect ako ng sumthing from sumone, at natapos ang araw na text message lng ang natanggap ko, nde ako natuwa..hehehe...so moving on, un nga, chit chat, kain, yosi, un lng, masaya n kme...super thanks to mah gurls, clei & evie...atleast nde ako mukhang tangang ngmumukmok s bahay while all the rest of my housemates were out having fun...at ang sweet ng mga tao ha, meron akong chocolate at flower..as in single rose, bigay ni evie, red daw kasi I'm in love, kay clei white un binigay nya, kasi daw single & searching...so ako naman, binilhan ko cla ng heart-shaped mini cakes, yumminess ha...at yung nasa pic, nakita nyo ba ung candles, dala ni evie yan...hahah..to set the mood daw..(actully, kinuha nya un dun s reception nung kasal na pinuntahan nya before kme mag meet) at nung mejo inaantok n clang dalawa, binanatan ko na cla ng knock knock joke...heheh..patok eh...salamat talaga shimanoy ha...at syempre, 'gang makuwi n kme LSS p din nila ang All Lasengga Ladies...heheheh

tsaraaannn.....

at eto na nga, Friday the 13th ngayon...bukas 14 na, so? heheh...Valentine's Day na bukas...at sad to say, wala akong intimate date, naks! the term...e kasi naman ung dalawang gurlfriends ko ang kasama ko..hangkorni dba...e wala eh...wala..wala dito...un oh! nag iisip p din ako ng pang Valentine's Special ko eh...sa lagay eh, buelo pa lang pla ung mga nauna...tpos, eto na, may nakita nako...isang walang ka art- art na photograph...hehehe...syempre maganda to no...kinuhaan ko to kagabi..habang ngmumukmok ako sa kwarto...madrama 'tong picture na to ha...pinag isipang mabuti....
awww...dba..sweet sweetan....naging heart ang shadow ng singsing ko..ung book n pinatungan ko e ung book 2 ng Twilight series..ung New Moon...

at dadagdagan ko n yan ng mga mushy at cheesy na love thoughts...

It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is more painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel.

Maybe we have to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift.

Love is when you take away the feeling, the passion, and the romance in a relationship and find out you still care for that person.

A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go.

When the door of happiness closes, another opens but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us.

The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.

It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.

Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they'll love you back. Don't expect love in return, just wait for it to grow in their heart, but if it doesn't, be sure it grew in yours.

There are things you'd love to hear that you would never hear from the person whom you would like to hear from, but don't be so deaf as not to hear it from the one who says it from his heart.

Never say good-bye if you still want to try, never give up if you still feel you can go on, never say you don't love a person anymore if you can't let go.

Love comes to those who still hope although they've been disappointed, to those who still believe although they've been betrayed, need to love those who still love although they've been hurt before.

It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.

Don't go for looks, they can deceive. Don't go for wealth, in the end it fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright.

There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real.

Dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go, be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to all the things you want to do.

May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human, enough hope to make you happy and enough money to buy me gifts.

Always put yourself in other's shoes. If you feel it hurts you, it probably hurts the other person too.A careless word may kindle strife, a cruel word may wreck a life, a timely word may level stress, a loving word may heal and bless.

The beginning of love is to let those we love be just themselves, and not twist them with our own image otherwise, we love only the reflection of ourselves we find in them.The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything, they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.

Happiness lies for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched, and those who have tried, for only they can appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives.

Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss and ends with a tear.

The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past, you can't go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.

When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die, you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying.

Love is an unusual game. There are either two winners or none.

Love doesn't make the world go 'round, it makes the ride worthwhile.

Love is what makes two people sit in the middle of a bench when there's plenty of room at both ends.

The most important thing a father can do for his children is to love their mother.

pasensya na sadyang bakya ung iba, tipong forwarded texts..heheh...

the invitation

here it is...eto n ung invitatio nila...video ulit...cute...

proposal

uso pa ba ang proposal? as in wedding proposal? madami nkong friends na ikinasal pero wala p yata akong nabalitaan n may proposal pa..pero ang sweet kasi dba? i found this video from youtube...ang sweet nung guy, obviously, isa syang animator...eto ung ginamit nyang wedding proposal...actually meron p syang mga follow up videos dto e, the invitation yta...

and eto video nung actual proposal nya...awww...so sweet...

nde ko mapigilan ang sarili ko n mag isip...iba na kasi ngayon eh, may pressure na, hehehe...gusto ko ung idea ng may ikakasal. i love weddings..pero nkakaloka pala pag naisip mo to para sa sarili mo...prang ngayon kasi mejo malapit na sa katotohanan e...